Nytrus, 19 years old
Wilmington, California, USA
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Too shy to send the 1st msg, hmu. No scammers plz
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    I have mild ASD, Anxiety attacks, and Epilepsy among other things. I was bullied by my family(mainly brothers), church, and school for being epileptic and "too social/hyper" so now im shy and nervous around crowds. My family forced me to basically isolate by not letting me go outside until I was 16 due to my epilepsy. I was made to think i was a demon and hated by everybody. This idea of me being a demon made me act like an animal and still do in many ways. I bark when I'm mad, I scratch myself in weird ways, I open my eyes under water or bark back at animals there's a lot more. My Father was the only person who helped me cope with the demonization by society. My dad helped by taking me in his truck to other states while working and also visiting other family members. I stopped going with my dad when he got a girlfriend who didn't believe in illnesses and didn't want me with him. My dad always took her side and I basically lost the bond I had with my dad. Theres a lot more which makes me think that im the incarnation of a demon but this is just alittle bit to help you understand why I'm here. I take pride in that identity of being a demon and I like calling demons in religions my brethren cause i feel like only those are the people who would accept me not even god or his followers accepted me. I don't want to change the things which I see as part of my character especially since society for the entirety of my life made me think I was a demon without a home. If i ever try to re-assimilate i expect society to accept me as i am not try and change me cause its the one who created this character and emotions in the first place. Such expectations from society is an insult to my experience and feels unjust but we live in an unjust society anyways. im always careful about what i do cause i dont want to hurt others or be in trouble incorrectly like before I try to distance myself from social media unlike others in my age group. I may have accounts but i rarely go on them, the one i go on the most is twitter which is 20 minutes where i just look at political stuff. I won't ask for nudes cause im scared of talking to girls thanks to getting slapped 20 times when I was in elementary and because I know what it's like to be blackmailed. I think its the bond between 2 which keeps a relationship going cause if its based on looks the flame dissipates. Although looks are what may attract you, the actual substance is within the mentality and creates a bond. \u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014 I'm Salvadorian but was born in long beach to an immigrant family. My favorite music is reggeaton mainly Daddy Yankee, Wisin and Yandel I always try to see things from anothers perspective cause I know what its like to not be understood. I think deeply about things and try to find the deeper meaning to everything. I write poems, draw and try to challenge myself. I like to study all sciences, math, engineering, Mechanics and electronics. I play a lot of video games cause it helps my creativity, anxiety, depression and other mental issues. I value a chaotic mind cause I believe it helps with learning and adapting, I also like to speak directly cause of this but can change with the situation. Im trying to start a renewable energy company but my illnesses make it abit hard to find a job. I want to operate in mexico cause of the economic corruption in the US. Also if get sent a message I'll reverse search your picture to make sure you're not a nigerian scammer and if you want to do sexting I'll block you cause I've had my experiences with both blackmailers and catfishers.\u000A\u000ADiscord: NytroDrive#0608 \u000AGmail: [email protected] \u000ASC: briangarcia707 \u000AIG: brianj.garcia_3
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    I'm just feeling lonely again cause I have nobody to hang out with since my dads overpossesive girl friend doesn't let him pick me up anymore.
    I'm just going to see if I get a friend, or girlfriend if you want to but it's not needed I just want someone to fill in the void my dad left. ??

    EX I have a love poem in English and Spanish I wrote for fun on valentines a year ago but no-one to give it to so there's that I want to share with someone cause I was scared in school to share it.

    HMU so we can know each other better and possible share my poem(s)
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