I need someone to talk to who can be an asshole, but who can also have a good consturctive conversation. Someone who can dish out jokes as well as be able to take 'em. Someone who can be kind and considerate but brutally honest and tough. I also need someone to retrain me on how to talk to someone and actually keep up with the conversations I start. Yea I've avoided talking to most people since before the pandemic started, and I need readjustment back into society because my people skills suck and I can only talk to people about strong mutual interest or the situations that the other person or I have been through.