Follow me on insta coz i cant be online here .insta:_she.killing.it420
Im dead, i feel dead and im lost in my thoughts.im like pissed at everything and everyone i just dunno why, im done of people litreally like you know these bullshit people keeps on coming for asking nudes/to show thier dicks etc or to be thier gf ,friend etc ,which is annoying af so what i do is block em becoz i want peace.Well asking nudes and etc is disgusting and wanting me to be your gf?hell no i have a bf, asking me to be your friend? well im an introvert so i dont make friends other than ones i already have on my insta and plus the bestfriend and boyfriend plot is already taken and im not allowed to have another bestfriend , also i only love my guy so just leave me tf alone and stop asking me stupid questions,asking me to vote on ur quiz or to video call with you, i wont do it.Im tryna to keep my shit together but again im losing my hope and im on the verge of dying.I even push my friends away because i feel like im bothering them or disturbing em ,i know i overthink a lot but its just that and i dont trust anyone & i dont care anymore im just so done of dealing with peoples bullshit.i dont need anyone pretending they give a fuck about me. yall are boring as hell and everytime i have to put effort or bring up with questions to keep the convo going and yall just reply to it, like wtf huh? why should i only keep effort and not you.This what i hate the most and one of my reason to ghost people so if u want to text me be original and show some respect.plus yall will be asking me what am i doing here if she doesnt wanna talk?well im here to talk to my bf. The only person who keeps me alive & to go forward in life is Jaidyn.
Whats worth dying & waiting for other than love? i stay up all night tell myself im ok ,everything will be fine but a day without talking to my bf makes me sad and depressed and it hurts like hell. im done with my parents they are just restricting me from everything and making me live according to the fricking society,its like im in a prision full of hoes,rules and where i cant be myself and fuck all the rules. Also im not horny or sub/dom etc so just leave me the fuck alone.i need peace.
ps:DONT TEXT ME WITHOUT READING MY BIO.
(from 14th onwards ill be less online due to school)